Story of a Life Journey

新年快乐?

2012-01-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

对自己说, 新年快乐
对自己说, 今年要过得比去年更好
可从来都没办法说出，自己真正要的是什么
除了无奈, 剩下的就是心中的纳闷
明显的...缺乏安全感
总是害怕错过些什么
总是担心做错选择
也总是想着回到过去, 弥补回不该犯的错
我究竟怎么了
我只想要更多的安全感
对明天...对未来...

天大玩笑

2011-11-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

兜了一大圈,
最终不属于我的始终离开了生活圈子...
可笑, 不晓得是不是老天爷在开我玩笑
不过也难怪, 是自己太贪心
该顾的顾不好, 却又扛起了肩膀无法承受的重
生活很累, 真的很累
不是我以往所想象得到的
不同的人生阶段, 总有不同的一班人陪在身边
他们暂时的逗留在我的世界
没多久没说声再见, 突然就变成陌生人了
有时候, 不是不想联络
只是当你累得只剩睡觉的力气
唯一的关心却被当透明, 太气人了
算了, 我怎能要求每一个人都了解我每一天的行程...

友情比爱情更难挽留...
莫名其妙

I just don't....

2011-11-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

If you're not willing to do that little thing for me,
it is impossible for me to do the same for you.
don't tell me what you're doing now is for me,
you'll still be doing that for yourself, with or without me.

sorry, but your perseverance failed to impress me.

又是那一点点的不安

2011-09-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

今年特别多情人已“拉埋天窗”
“红炸弹”也一个接着一个 =）

两个人携手并肩，建立属于自己的家
不知道有多少人真的有心理准备去面对挑战

爱好自由的我，害怕自由会因此被夺走了
缺乏自信的我，担心没有办法把角色扮演好
可害怕孤单的我，却又担忧下半辈子孤苦伶仃的日子

人除了事业和友情，剩下来最可贵的毕竟是暖暖的家

想太多
真的想太多了

不安...

2011-08-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

不愿意想太多, 自己到底拥有多少...
只想, 活在当下, 珍惜眼前的一切...
绝对不轻易说放弃...
虽然心里面有那么一点点的不安...

往前走的同时,也不忘往回头看看过去...

Another day gone....

2011-08-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

sigh...sigh...sigh.......................................
another 12 minutes, before i can leave the office
taking this precious time to think of what i want
freedom?
money?
family?
career?
too bad, i'm still clueless

怎么办

2011-08-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

为自己想争取的。。。
和不敢争取的。。。
感到万分懊恼。。。

我该怎么办？
偶尔会反问自己，到底真正要的是什么？
实现一个简单的目标，有如此困难吗？

借酒消愁, 愁更愁...

2011-07-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

喝醉酒, 最开心~
什么烦恼都不用想~
但人嘛~ 总不能这样子来过日子...

我没事,说说而已...

忙...忙...忙...

2011-07-02T00:53:00.006+08:00

记得小时候, "忙碌" 这一个字眼只让自己想起父母亲, 为了我们而辛苦工作.
往往没有想到, 总有一天生活会和 "忙碌" 脱离不了关系.
忙碌过日子....盲目在跟随不知何时会结束的旅程.....
童年的回忆也就这样...慢慢地, 从脑海中消失了.

我很想念"童年", 可以偶尔在梦中重现吗?
大人的花花世界一点都不好玩....
我可以返回想当年, 无忧无虑的时候吗?
虽然家里的日子有点辛苦, 但是欢乐依然无处不在.
答应你, 不再要求日子快点过.

累了, 真的很累...
到底是为了什么?
有暂时放弃的选择吗?

无奈....

2011-06-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

表面上看起来开心的人, 原来是多么的痛苦...
表面上看起来幸福洋溢的一对情人, 最终却是踏上分手这一条路.....
有的人可以很坚强地接受事实, 继续往前走....
有的人却只能把悲痛藏在心底, 期待奇迹会发生....
看着朋友喝酒消愁, 哭得死去活来, 也实在不懂可以怎么奉劝她....

Sick again....=.=

2011-03-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

又生病了....周末和星期天都是以床和沙发作伴.....

....不想再生病了....

身体真的那么弱哦? ='(

发誓要照顾好自己, 累了就要休息....

The Y2K

2011-01-25T00:13:00.001+08:00

Had a small gathering with high school mates.
Alison.
Tracy.
Aifei.
Shanna & Amos.
Vui Hon.
Carson.
Amando.
Chun Kai.

Feels good to know they are all doing well.
Each of us progressing towards achieving something.
Be it a stable life, or even just a dream comes true

missing high school life....

=D Cheers~

2010-12-09T16:06:00.001+08:00

"So much to accomplish, yet, so little time given..."

I've been repeating this same old phrase for 100000000000000 times....=)

TIME TO CHANGE, GIVE ME SOME GOD DAMN SIGN~

告别今年

2010-12-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

月底满23岁, 是老了? 还是长大了?
成熟了? 还是刚踏出第一步?
生日, 除了告别22岁, 也意味着2010年的尾声
2011年是本命年, 华人25岁

想要那么一次, 就那么一次, 认认真真对待人生
不能再漫无目的地横跨人生
要努力要诚心为自己做一件事
为自己走完一条美丽的人生旅途

December...

2010-11-30T21:18:00.003+08:00

December is coming, it is just around the corner, and in fact, December is tomorrow~! =D
I'm happy, so much happier than the rest of the year, coz my favourite month is here. Finally!!
Birthday on December doesn't contribute much to why I am so fancy over this particular month.
Mostly it made me feel hopeful, it feels like a new year is coming soon, and yes, everything can be restarted, back to their starting point.
Naive? yea~ I think so too. =X
But if this can boost up your confidence in dealing with life and stuffs, why not? =)
Be positive, be optimist, and yes, everything is possible.

'Pause' button for the next 2 months! ^^

2010-11-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

At last, a relaxing Saturday after a torturing semester ended last Thursday night....

I learned quite a lot in the past few months, either in studies, work, life, relationship, or simply knew more about myself. All in all, every single thing taught me a little here and there. While feeling like a cow being pulled all over the place, tiring and frustrating sometimes, it did pay back well. =)

and now, it is time to push the 'Relax' button in my mind & say "Hello~~~!" to things I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!! =D

很累...很累....

2010-11-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

夜深人静, 大家都睡着了, 自个儿在发呆...想起从前....想起好久没见的朋友....
想着想着...累了....好想睡...好想放下包袱, 走得远远的....离开现实, 活在自己的世界里头....
在那里日子简简单单...世界和平, 无灾难, 无战争....
小孩嘻嘻哈哈玩在一快儿...黄昏时分, 望着窗外, 一杯热茶, 欣赏着夕阳....
可今天, 我累得....带着一颗疲惫的心, 眼中含着泪水, 睡着了....
只想说, 我也很努力的为生活而拼....很积极的为将来铺路.....

或许我真的是温室里的花, 不懂吃苦....
但至少, 我付出了最大的努力, 牺牲了和大家的相处时间, 只为了证明自己的能力...
只是心中的痛又有谁明白.....

Lost

2010-11-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Newborn baby came to the family, and it brought happiness into the house.

But thinking of this coming final exam, I feel so tired and stressed out.

Will I be able to make it? Did I learn anything useful throughout the semester?

I doubted my own ability....again....

Losing self-confidence again.....

I need motivation.

Too tired that I feel like screaming and yelling at somebody's face.

p/s: stress at work, stress at certain things that i can't say out here. =( i need a big hug from dear dear....i need a shoulder to lean on and forget about everything for just a moment....

Baby~

2010-11-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Baby Rhovian Chia has been born on 2nd Nov, 2010.

Welcome to the world, baby~~ you are such an adorable little creature...=)

I simply cannot believe I now having 4 nephews...=D (sometimes this is a reason why growing older is good huh?)

小时候...

2010-09-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

忙碌的生活让人发现, 童年真的已离我而去....很远很远了....

很想念那段没有烦恼的小时候....

爸爸妈妈还很年轻, 我们还很幼小的那时候....

I love him ^^

2010-09-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

For a million times....I've been thinking the same question, over and over, over and over again.....

"Do I really deserve a guy like you?"

and again, I would always come up with the same conclusion.

"He deserves a much better girl than I am."

but in my heart, I'm not willing to let you go, no matter how....

Let everything happen naturally, let destiny makes the final decision.

"..till death do us apart"

where else can I find a person who can accept my flaws...
where else can I find a person who loves me no matter what I did, what I said....

where else can I find a person whom being with him made me feel so much comfortable...
where else can I find a person whom being with him made me a better person....

The moment I let go of my anger, I look at his calm expression; it pulled me back to the reality, telling me to be rational, think like a mature adult, "just forget the stress that I have, he is just too sweet to be treated this way, he has the right to be happy too..."

青春万岁! =)

2010-09-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I just need to 'be' younger...
Sometimes, I just need to think younger...
Sometimes, I just need to feel younger....

Most of the time....

I just need to stop feeling old.... =)

~~ps: I felt old that I have got no courage to put my picture in colours... =X~~

I don't care what others think about me anymore....at least within my comfort zone..
I just need to be myself and feel comfortable with it....=D

Struggles

2010-09-19T14:06:00.000+08:00

Feeling depressed for one moment....

What was I thinking.... :(

要努力!

2010-09-14T21:06:00.001+08:00

忘了什么原因, 在Facebook里面, 我写了这么一句话,
"人要懂得知足常乐, 但是不能过于满足现状..."

或许因为踏出社会后, 接触了不同出身背景的人,
渐渐的, 有自己的想法, 对未来也有一定的要求.

虽然知道自己的能力很有限, 但是要超越极限还是有可能的.
当然也不会指望可以麻雀变凤凰...
因为那不是超越极限, 而是发白日梦...
我要的是靠自己的每一分努力和付出, 踏踏实实地更上一层楼...

Sick....again....

2010-09-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

I have to admit that I'm not a superwoman.

Fallen sick again after days of getting stressful for assignments.

I need my job to keep me survive right now.

I need to complete my studies as what I've promised myself.

Seriously, I cannot afford to fall sick anymore.......

I need to be strong

I need to be tough

I need all the strength that keep me going forward

明白了...

2010-09-12T03:22:00.001+08:00

总以为另一个国度里的自己会比较快乐...

也总认为幸福还在遥远的地方等待着自己...

说服自己,要继续寻找...等待...

前天追寻昨天...

昨天追寻今天...

今天追寻明天...

终于停下脚步, 转过头来...

才发现到, 原来幸福也在后面追随着...

Resident Evil: Afterlife.....

2010-09-12T02:10:00.000+08:00

Watched this with Simon just now....

all 3D shows are fully reserved....so we went for 2D version.....><

mmmm........

maybe coz of high expectation on this movie...

so...

the outcome was...normal....

maybe I should try out the 3D version for its effects......

I'm not giving up, I can do this

2010-09-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

I may not have the strongest determination

but

I believe I'm not the kind of person who would give up so easily

at least

Not now, not today, not in this life

Life been fair to everybody, and to me...

Giving me up and down on a roller coaster going through never ending rails

Surprises and shocking facts all around

Made me realize that things change not even in a blink of eyes...

Just when you thought everything is in the right place

Reality shot you down by shifting the gravity center

You lost your balance, and fell down once again

Just when you were about to stand up straight

Another tornado came approach

What else that haven't came

-Exhausted-

Tiredness...

2010-08-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

Juggling between work and studies is difficult....
and again, to balance those with family, relationship and friends almost got me defeated.
It is hard, it is terrible when you are trying so hard to fit in everything in everyday schedule...
with limited time, with only 24-hour a day, sacrifice became a must.

Yet, this is my choice.
I chose the storyline of my life.
I chose the road to be taken.
No regrets.
No turning back.

All this will be proven its worthiness someday....I strongly believe.

New life

2010-07-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

Been working for almost 2 weeks, and surprisingly, I get to adapt to my new lifestyle quite fast.

Besides at the office, you'll find me at home, doing my daily house chores.
But of course, I still need to grab every chance to meet up with dear dear.
Also to squeeze out some quality time for the girls. =)

All this while, the internet has been my best friend for the whole 365 days.
The sad thing for now is that....
I haven't got my own computer in the office, so I'll be MIA from msn or facebook for quite some time. =(

About my job...
Working environment is kinda relaxing, except for some stubborn tenants.
Dealing with stubborn people is a challenge for me.
I can be the best listener, yet, the worst negotiator would be me too. > <
Thank goodness, managers and colleagues are nice and friendly, they made me feel like home.
Workload is under my expectation, but still, I always went home with unfinished work on my table. why?
work is a never ending story, i guess.

I'm getting bored of eating lunch alone.
We have to be 'on shift' for lunch hour.
There must be at least one person to be in the office.
Providing good~ services to the tenants is our goal.
but it is painful to see so many unpaid bills piling up....pay la, please.

新工作!

2010-07-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

经过无数次失败的工作申请....还有那一次最令人讨厌的面试....

我很想大声地呐喊说....

"我终于找到工作了!!!"

很开心!!

找到工作的同时, 要担心的东西也多....

晚上有上课...却还不晓得第二学期的时间表....

最近爸爸年老的身体不是很好

每天接送我和妈妈上下班, 又要送我去上课

我累, 他们也跟着疲惫

他又绝对不会让我那么快买车....

怎么办?....

目前为止, 也只能够忍耐着点吧.... =(

Monopoly Deal~

2010-06-27T04:15:00.001+08:00

MONOPOLY DEAL!!!

Everyone's addiction for now!

and tonite, I won THREE times!! haha!

Recent addiction

2010-06-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

Finished watching FIVE seasons of How I Met Your Mother...love it!

When I first started watching, it felt like forever even just for a 20-minute episode....

but boredom forced me to continue, and guess what?

I'm a fan of this show~! =D

Watched TWICE!

I know...

I'm crazy...

Beware of hunter!

2010-06-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

Getting bored of this never ending semester break...

Job hunting mode is hence switched on~!...again...

Gonna reorganize my resume...and send out job application!

Bless me with luck! =D

Please, no more bosses who do not like fringe...

(what is wrong with fringe anyway??...=.=")

Meanwhile, enjoy this cartoon...

sense any sarcasm?...hehe....

O.o....

2010-06-07T15:30:00.000+08:00

About the 3-day trial contact lenses that I received,

I think this is the right one...

Freshlook Illuminate one-day colour contact lenses...

It is not like the ordinary colour lenses that I thought though.

hmm~ tried it out yesterday...

The effect is that it makes your eye pupil looks bigger...

maybe this is what they say...瞳孔放大片...?? or sth like that la...

The expected effect....

before and after....

any big difference?

I think it makes me look like a cartoon.....=.=".....

Kanasai ar~

2010-06-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

GGRRrrrrrrr~!!

Kanasai day...4th of June, and I'm already broke...

T-T....what a bad bad day...

Colour lenses~

2010-06-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

I always wanted to try colour contact lenses, but was hesitating about the right colour for me.

So, more than a month ago, I saw this online advertisement about trial lenses from Ciba Vision.

Thinking that this might be an opportunity to try one, I entered my personal info and submitted the online form.

It was stated that there that an email will be sent as a notification if we would get one.

Been waiting for weeks, and no email was sent to me though.

Until this afternoon when my dad brought in the mails for today........=D

Tadaa~~~!!!

3-day trial for Freshlook One-Day Colour Contact Lenses!!

....^0^.....

I think I chose for the grey colour lenses....

safe colour, coz I dun wanna end up looking like a mutated human-like cat....

Awesome day! ^^

2010-06-03T14:57:00.001+08:00

Yesterday (2nd June)

10am, I was still sleeping like a pig, my dear called me for lunch.

Expected usual meal with him, who knows he brought me to Koganei Japanese Restaurant~! =D

We ordered a set lunch for two persons, RM 59....

Prices of their set meal are reasonable, but ala carte menu is slightly more expensive...

They have great display of Sashimi and Kobe Beef in the menu!!...gonna try it someday....hehe

Night time, Shrek 3D~!

Love it! ^^

Thanks dear for this awesome day!
Despite of the rainy day, flood and heavy traffic that caused us to get stuck on the road for 1 and a half hour,
I was still feeling super HAPPY~

You know what people say when the luck is on your side,
everything that you wish or do will happen smoothly?
and when you are least expecting it,
things will most likely to happen?

=D It happened on me yesterday!

1st of June, Family...Friends...Lover...=)

2010-06-02T04:00:00.000+08:00

9.50am, mummy woke me up....=.="....coz we are going to granny house.

Wat a shame, baby Kievan woke up earlier than me this aunty.

On the way back from Tuaran, lunch with family at Jaws, 1B

Got back home around 4pm, gosh~....tired and sleepy....but then, one phone call cheer me up...XD...got good news! what a lovely day!

Dinner at Fukurou, Damai....^^ yummy!! and price, worth it! =D

All time favourite, Tori Katsu set, two thumbs up!

Add on RM1.50 for Chawan Mushi~

Side order is my favourite Tako Yaki~~! yummie~~~~ =P

After dinner time, stopped by Funky Town for about 30 minutes for a drink and Monopoly Deal.

Then, my dear came to fetch me from Damai....=D miss him~

We went to Sutera for a walk, coz I was too full for next round. hehe....

Ice-cream at Jesselton Point after a little~~part of the food i ate digested...^^

^O^ ola~la~

2010-05-22T02:40:00.000+08:00

Watched this at Suria GSC with alison and francis.

It was a super last minute plan, totally random.

Rating from me........3 out of 5 stars....

The storyline is okay okay~~...

thank god for Jennifer Aniston and Gerald Butler, they added the value to watch this...

After that, second round, Terra Vida at lintas...

played Monopoly Deal for two rounds....

I don't know whether or not this game is designed for more than 4 persons,

but let me tell ya~~

5 players would drive you crazy...super crazy....

Usually you would try your best to win, and stop others from winning...

but then, with 5 players in the game...

there's only ONE thing in your mind....

"please! somebody~please win this game! end this round please!"

XD...

Uekk~!

2010-05-22T02:19:00.000+08:00

This is what you get when you had too much coffee and too little water in a day.....

享受

2010-05-19T15:10:00.001+08:00

又是雨天...

来一杯热腾腾的咖啡...

重看Valentine's Day...

真希望每一天都可以是情人节...

The night is still young~~

2010-05-16T03:57:00.000+08:00

星期六!

终于等到"你"了~~ =D

嘻嘻!

免费戏票...

选错了电影....

差一点就'断送'了一个周末晚上...

进去一个小时就飞出来了....

还好是免费的....

〈A Christmas Carol 〉我去年已经看过, 不懂为何那时觉得好看....

'逃出'了电影院,

是"它"拯救了差点被'毁灭'的夜晚...=)

6th day of Semester break....=)

2010-05-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks, I've been living a horribly-upside-down life...

Sleeping only at odd hour, and wake up only at the hottest temperature of the day....

Today is the 6th day of my semester break...

Waiting for result very patiently.....

(when can i get my result!!~ > . < )

Anyway~~since today is Friday, and my mum has longer lunch break~~

as usual, my dad will fetch her out for lunch, so~~

I have to wake up before 11am, get ready and go out with them...

or else, I will be home alone, eating maggi mee.........

hehe~ kidding nia~~ my parents wont leave me at home one la....

Surprisingly, my dad didn't knock my door this morning...

He didn't even went upstair to nag me....

By the time I got ready, it was 5 past eleven....

still, dad's voice is yet to be heard....

So, I tot he fell asleep on the couch...

mana tau~, watching Thomas Cup....=.="

thanks for that I didn't get nagged today...hah~! XD

We had our lunch at Old Town, City Mall....

I didn't order my all time favourite, Nasi Lemak Special...

Instead, I go for the Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun....

Its Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun served with some chicken and two prawns...

the moment i saw the prawns, i know i ordered the wrong meal today....

Screw u, Old Town~! hmph~!!

河粉不是一条条的, 是一段段的, 短短的...不新鲜~!

虾子一咬下去, 只能用"3没2不1有"来形容!..

没咬劲~

没弹性~

没味道~

不好吃~

不新鲜~

有够难吃~!

I really regretted for ordering that dish, wasted half bowl...sorry...=)

To compensate myself and to satisfy my taste bud, I bought Vedablu ice cream~~~!! =D

as usual, my favourite of all, Gianduia (chocolate) flavour....

parents didn't really enjoy it, coz for them, it is too sweet...

next time I'll buy them Avocado flavour. =)

i had the Gianduia ice cream cake for the first time during Tracy's bday last year....

ever since then, I've been loyal to this flavour for the 6 consecutive months...XD

"I KNOW"...

2010-05-11T01:39:00.001+08:00

"Hey~do you know that xxxx is moving away?"
"Have u heard about xxx? she is getting married next month with xxx..."
"I think maybe this should be done in this way bcoz..."

How would you respond to the above questions or statement? or even just when people are trying to tell you something, and sharing a piece of their mind?....

If you are trying to respond by giving a shitty reply..."I know~ bla bla bla bla bla".......
"I know~ I know about this too".....
"I know~ I have learned about this before..."
"I know~ xxxxx xxxx xxx xx xxx xxx..."
or...what so ever reasons or justifications after your "I know" just to prove that you know about every single thing that is happening around the world, and even secrets that no one else would know (supposedly...).....

Some people might not notice this problem at all (and even when they DO have this "symptom")....

By saying or expressing the "I KNOW" attitude....

one is being too aggressive and disrespectful to whoever he or she is communicating with...

If you know everything....
If you know how to do anything...
You might wanna consider living alone....without friends or family.....since you are so damn independent and genius....

One should think twice before spit out his/her words.

"I KNOW" is the most impolite and the worst thing to say, and the worst attitude in a civilized society.

p/s: If what I wrote is offending anyone...I would like to apologize in advance...=)

Power level...1%...

2010-05-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

After a 3-hour 'war time' and the-dunno-how-many-days preparation for 'war'....

I'm officially drained out......

never felt as this tiring for the past-dunno-how-many-months......

Is my body system really that ~~old~~ now?

It must be that effing aging process....screw u~!..

So~~~in order to sayang my body and my already-not-so-young-looking-face......

I must sleep early~~!! tonite!....XD...

bo bian lar, tomorrow night will be another fighting nite!

Fight-O-Oh~! (quoted from Gokusen, the can't-remember-wat-name-sensei)

Power level....1%..............

Time remaining.............5 minutes.......

warning: Please RECHARGE your mind and body before it automatically shut down!

Sabah panda logging out....jya~!

别怪我爱上'他'~~ hearts ^^

2010-05-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

面对压力的时候,

一杯星克巴的陪伴...

真的很有满足感...

也很幸福...
比爱上一个人还幸福洋溢...

什么?

夸张??

才没有呢......

自己尝一尝吧~ =)

i LOVE u~

2010-05-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

Give me 100 reasons to love you....

Give me 100 reasons to stay beside you....

Tell me why can't I leave you right now........

I'm so depressed because of you....yet, you have no idea about this....

I bet you can only remain silent even if I let you know...

but, I need you at this time....at this very moment...

I know, I shall not love you in this way....

I know, I shall not abandon you when I do not need you....

oh dear textbooks.....please don't torture me in this way...

can't you be a little less complicated.....

I'm so tired of reading your 'mind'....suffocating~!

T^T......

Just piece of my mind =)

2010-04-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Lately, there's been more and more 'statements' of prophecy regarding 2012....the so-called dooms day~~
I wonder how all of you think about that?
Are you scared?
Are you worried?
Are you terrified?
Are you that insane to feel excited about it?
Oh! finally it is dooms day that's gonna end my miserable life...so I'm gonna swipe my credit cards like there's no tomorrow...

or.....
are you feeling just like me....I DUN CARE~~ XD...

Back then, global warming was quite a common and popular title for article writing or school essays...
It seems that everyone was so concern about our mother earth...
but then, why there isn't any effort from people all over the world to rescue the earth from years ago?
rather than just talking shxt on paper, why not doing something practical?
I'm talking about A-C-T-I-O-N, people!...TAKE ACTION~!
sometimes I would think whether the Mayan prophesy 2012 because it is part of the earth life cycle?.....
or is it the greediness and ugliness of mankind that they see?.....

My father disagrees with what people claimed for 2012 to be the dooms day.
all the way until 2012, with all the natural disasters and the terrible weather.......
it is the healing process of our mother earth.....
just like how a human body system would act....when we are sick or injured, the physical healing process would happen naturally in its own way....
agree?
I do agree with what my father's opinion....at least it brings hope to mankind ya?...=)

Tomorrow is another day...
it will always be a new day to start anew....
new person, new life....
after 2012, there will be a new civilization getting ready for us....=)

回味当年...=)

2010-04-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

Wednesday 21st April 2010 -- Mercedestrophy 2010

It's a golf tournament, organized by Mercedes Benz for Benz car owners ONLY.......

high class wer~~...so basically we get to see all those datuk datuk, dr., tan sri, etc............

some with tummy....big one u know?......i wonder wat they do everyday.....

hehe....but anyway, alison said this day reminded her a lot of days in Prefect Board...

TOTALLY AGREE!...=D

I woke up around 4.30am bcoz we need to be there by 5.30am.....

by the time francis fetch me, the sky is still so dark....

felt like those days in kian kok again...

go to sch damn early before the sun rise, just to do final preparation........=)

Hi~ I am~....Tequila~ XD

2010-04-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Suddenly.......I got TONS of new nickname..................=.="....

Don't ask me why........

But let me ask you.........

does my name really sounds like a fish name or italian food??.....

HAHA~!...

but funny though~ =D

Craving for this!

2010-04-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

I wanna watch this!!!......

and this!!!.....

Somebody please bring me go watch~~~~~ T-T..........

Weird dream...but beautiful....

2010-04-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

I had the weirdest dream ever in my life....

In a familiar place, with familiar people surrounding me...

Walking down the road, we reached a beautiful place....

It is the roof top of a building...nicely decorated in white...

Sitting right opposite me, is a good friend of mine....

Before I woke up, the dream ended with a beautiful song, sang by an angelic voice.....

S-T-U-C-K

2010-04-07T15:18:00.000+08:00

知足常乐

2010-04-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

单身的人总是想谈恋爱...

恋爱中的人总是想念着单身日子...

自由真的有那么好吗?

还是有个肩膀来依靠比较有存在感...

短发的人总是想留长发

长发的人总想把头发剪短...

人总是不懂得满足

还是说, 挑战现实已是一种人生趣事...

又出差了他....

也习惯了...

曾经觉得, 同住在一个城市里, 却有相隔十万八千里的感觉....

如今, 也都习惯了...

Dumb Dumb weather...

2010-03-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday....

I felt

Today

and my mood is...

THIS BAD!

T-T.....I wanna drink coconut water~............

My splendid Sunday~ lovely!!

2010-03-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

Late update~~about my SUPER SPLENDID Sunday~~~

28th March 2010....

haha...nothing special, not my birthday, not his birthday, not our anniversary...i din even meet up with him.....

but it simply a super random day for me....

11.30am....alison's msg woke me up...thank god..

msg from alison = GOING OUT~!

lol...usually la....9 out 10 is abt going out....

hang out session with ji mui is always the best time for me....

12pm++ alison fetched me from home after fetching tracy...

headed to warisan square to have japanese food~~~ yummy~! ^^

but as usual, i would let alison to 'take over' my vege....

even so, i still failed to finish my bento....

and Yoshimi's steam egg disappointed me...i can make a better one than that....seriously...

then~then~then~~~~Vedablu for dessert!!! =D

i ate double scoops!!!! my lunch was very satisfying for this one day...

Aifei came to join us after lunch, so we decided to watch How to Train Your Dragon....

nice oh! two thumps up!! Toothless is so cute!

Most of those in the cinema are adults...not kids! lol.....

time to go home after movie, but then, alison was thinking abt buying dinner...

suddenly out of no where, we decided to have vegetarian dinner together....

that restaurant located nearby OUM.....

i ordered american style chicken chop rice...

tadaa~! looks nice right?? =D

taste good too~~.......oishii~~~~~~~~~~~

worth the price of RM8.90....

i wanna go there again~

reached home around 7.50pm......

8pm++ Francis came to fetch me out for yumchar and to give some ideas on the drama script....

Lintas tanamerah was my next station....

back home around 11pm....

phew~! what a day.....hehehe =)

F-I-R-E !!!!!!

2010-03-28T01:00:00.001+08:00

Few days back, there was bush fire in my taman....

when my dad saw the smoke, he asked me where did it came from.....

I was so confident to say "sure is somewhere else burning la, must be the wind blew it over..."

since we planned to do bill payment, so my dad suggested that we go out earlier to avoid the smelly smoke...

cannot breath in the house, u know? too smelly~!

and then...the next moment, this are the scenes tat i saw outside my house.....

the bomba truck was already there when i finally notice the smoke came from the bush fire just nearby my house....thank god....i dont wanna be homeless........

so, please RAIN!!

even just for 2 hours, it can really help alot....

Movie time~ =D

2010-03-28T00:33:00.001+08:00

Just to update movies that I've watched~ ^^

Watched this on last Sunday with dear!!! two thumps up!!

(I think I've mentioned this in previous post, but still, I love this movie!)

who wanna watch this again?...hehe...

Just Another Pandora's Box~~hmph! not so funny as expected...

A friend said she fall asleep watching this, another said they laughed throughout the 90 minutes......

so dear and I agreed to give it a try and watch this cantonese movie...

darn it....for me, it is just a Hong Kong version epic movie.......wat the.....

I'm kinda disappointed coz this movie failed to make me laugh...

and...

the only thing worth laughing and made me happie~~~is that I bought something else along with the popcorn combo set..........hehe ^^

Tadaa~~!!!! reusable bag of How To Train Your Dragon~~~~~!!!

I know~ I know~~ I sounded childish......

I know~ I know~~ I'm 22-yr old, not 2-yr old.......

but hey~~~~who cares?...as long as it made me feel happy after a sleepless night...=)

now, who wanna accompany me for this movie? =D

pls call 01x-81xxxxx for reservation...thank you very much~! XD

照片...

2010-03-24T01:41:00.000+08:00

一个朋友的朋友的摄影作品....我特别喜欢这张....

真希望可以有一幅可以挂在房间...

一定很美....

Bla bla bla..........

2010-03-22T01:53:00.001+08:00

心情很乱....很烦....
故事不知该从何说起, 因为种种原因....不方便在这里说出来....

工作的事, 我会再接再厉....一定可以找到适合我的...
要半工半读, 真的不简单....
不过, 找到一份工作再来做长远打算....

今天和deardear去看电影, Confucius....比想象中好看....不会很沉闷, 反而很感人...
很后悔以前上历史课都不专心...其实历史是很有趣的一门学问...

p/s: 心情乱到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~写了很多错别字.....修改了才对.......幸好有马上发现到.....

Starry starry night~~~

2010-03-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Went out with A and T just now......
finally I have the chance to go Jesselton Point for stargazing with them......=.="
they been telling me about this place for gazillion times, but they always ended up going there with somebody else.....hmph~~....lol...

anyway...we talked quite a lot for tonite....mostly about relationship matters....
while T was on the phone with her 'em hem~'...you-know-who....hehe...
A and I mentioned some of our past experiences and people we have met....
I'm glad that we had that short conversation, and according to T, that merely 20 minutes...=)

honestly, I miss my one friend that left this world, and I miss some 'seasonal' friends that left my world.....

please rain~~

2010-03-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

天气很热~~~~~~~ T^T
我的妈.......怎么都不想读书............
*叹气*...............................................................................*沉默*.......

才知道。。。

2010-03-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

小时候，以为长大是自由。。。

现在才发现到。。。

原来长大等于束缚。。。

不想长大...

2010-03-13T02:27:00.000+08:00

讨厌自己已经是个成年人....真的很讨厌....

看见每个人都在对的路上, 自己却还飘遥四海的感觉......

很想说....非常想念无忧无虑的童年....

很想说....我后悔了, 不想长大.....

很想说....知错能改有时侯是没有用的......

改写不了的历史始终会延续下去....

很不喜欢那种...走在人海中, 依然觉得孤单的感觉....

One chance please....

2010-03-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

Recently life has been nothing, but gotten upside down....
For those who knows me well, I always sleep 'early' and woke up around lunch time, or even later....=.= sigh....
Hard for me to change this bad habit...I tried so hard, but i'm just not determined to have a healthy lifestyle...
8 months of being unemployed, jobless....moneyless.....it is a headache for me....
perhaps that is the reason for me not to wake up earlier.....
even if i'm awake early in the morning, I have nothing else better to do...
I'm pretty sure I would end up watching tv the whole morning....curled up on the couch....
I want a job~! so badly.....T^T......
not that i didnt want to apply...
in fact, I applied for 5 jobs.........
4 unsuccessful, 1 still under consideration for monthssss.........sigh........
my 'bachelor of education' failed me in each trial......
people rejected me once they saw my qualification......
I din even get a chance for interview session.....
come on...give me one freaking chance.....uuurrgghh~!....

某天一日游...

2010-03-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

心血来潮的一个周末下午, 去了Melinsung Summer Bay 看日落.....(好像小学生在写作文...=P)

其实有点期待那里的夕阳会特别美, 因为某某人特地驾上去....
谁知道....哈哈哈..........我反而觉得是Melinsung的沙滩比较吸引人(不好意思啦我酱讲).........嘻嘻....

我记得到的时候, 时间还挺早的, 所以就先待在某个人的单位里聊天........
不错的嘛这地方...可惜远了一点....

屋子里的沙发枕头实在是太可爱了~~~可是又不能带回家, 只好拍照留念....哈哈....

这是我用电话拍下来的.....ok啦.....(我还是觉得Tanjung Aru的夕阳比较美...)

太阳公公下山后, 天还没暗, 月亮婆婆就出来了~~ =D

最后....晚餐......Lintas Home Grill.....

这可是花了两个小时讨论才决定的~!!......=.="...........

晚上回家之前其实还有上去Kasih Sayang Resort看亚庇的夜景........我第一次上去哦(很山巴佬.....XD)....山上天气很凉爽, 夜景很漂亮~~me likey~!

不过....车是停在半山路边....怕高的我竟然不敢下车........=.="

我又不是三岁小孩子...=)

2010-03-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

Tired from 3-hour lecture, I just wanna share a joke my friend sent to me....=)

一个三岁小男孩拉着一个三岁小女孩的手说:"我爱你"

小女孩说:"你能为我的未来负责吗?"

小男孩说:"当然能,我们都不是一两岁的人了!"

XD.....I find this joke very cute and funny.....but at the same time, being sarcastic..........=P

大人想表现得成熟懂事的时候, 总爱把一句最普遍的话挂在嘴边....

"我又不是三岁小孩子~"

同样的, 这篇笑话里的小男孩也把自己和年纪比较小的一两岁小孩作比较....^^

我很好...=)

2010-03-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

没有事了.......但愿如此吧...=)
希望真的没事....我不要再让自己有独自胡思乱想的机会........真的会疯掉....

偶尔心情乌云密布的时候......就让它下雨吧........
雨过天晴......感觉明天会更好....一定会越来越好.....

给我一个宣泄的地方....

2010-02-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

突然间觉得有点孤独....好像全世界都没有人可以理解我一样....
不会有人明白在面对的事情...是好是坏,只有当事人明白...
想找个人说...心里面却也十分清楚自己的处境...我不能说,没法说...
因为种种原因....开始察觉到原来我..真的有点被边缘化了...
说了也没有任何一个人知道为何会有如此的感受...
或许我真的不了解身边的每一个人...
或许我就是那么一个失败的人.....
甚至连自己真正要什么都不确定...
很累....要迎合大家给我的眼光和批评,我实在是很疲惫了....
如果有另一个国度,,,,可以让我很逍遥自在地做回自己....
我可以放弃今天所拥有的一切....不再回头,不再留恋....
心里面在滴血,滴泪的时候,也被当作没事....为什么...
始终认为自己不被受尊重...
大家始终认为自己是无所谓的人..

ps: can you please discuss with me before you make any decision? can you please ask my opinion first? can you please consider my feelings too? can you please remind yourself he is my friend too? please, respect me!

麻烦...

2010-02-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

因为没有工作的关系...每天都好像假期...
空闲就上上网,聊聊天...忙也最多在做assignment...

平时想出去也不方便....即使我肯驾车,也没有车驾....T-T...
所以找工作成为了我最新的短期目标....有了工作....就有机会买车....

真的不想每次都找人载我出去....很麻烦....还是自己来比较好....
现在有朋友找我出去喝茶也很难答应....因为不想叫他们特地来载我...
爸爸妈妈每次若我有上课就会很累....送我去上课之后就一直等到我下课....3个小时咧...怎么等...
耐得了这几个月...也不可能要他们接下来的2年都是这样等....

想去旅行...

2010-02-23T13:59:00.001+08:00

昨晚的月光很美.......可惜没有带相机.......陪我去海边的也不是你......

星期四快点到...你也快点跟我滚回来.....=D

就这么巧, 昨天有两个朋友都建议我去旅行.....

真的很久了没有为了旅行而出门...每一次都是因为有事情办才去的...

可是没有人要陪我去啊......这才是重点....=.=.....

Know Yourself Better....from facebook....=D

2010-02-22T02:32:00.000+08:00

Dear Tatilya Chia Ching Mei, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

Stress out...

2010-02-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

The night before, I had a bad dream....a nightmare I should say....

Tonight, I have a bad feeling....something is not right....hmm~

"不妥协"的坚持...

2010-02-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

昨天,有个朋友教了我有种东西,叫做"不妥协"的坚持...
前几天在烦恼着为何自己说的话这么没有影响力...
原来一直以来,这么多年来...是一句"算了吧"害惨了自己...
让身边的人都认为我真的什么都无所谓...
虽然每一次都跟随着别人的脚步走...
但是心里面,渐渐的开始觉得很厌烦...

p/s: 对不起,我不是想作反,也不想成为一个自私的人...
只是有的时候,我也想自己的意见被受尊重...可以吗?

BBQ~~~.....

2010-02-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

BBQ gathering with dearest prefects......

we seem to be so old~~~.....there's even some juniors whom we never seen before....

but overall, I love this gathering...it is fun...enjoyable...and punya panas~~~~~...........sweating like pig......=.=

乱七八糟...

2010-02-17T04:57:00.000+08:00

有些事情注定没有答案...
从零到一, 是最艰难的过程...却可以一瞬间从100倒退到原形...
实在无法了解...变化是何时开始, 如何发生...

安全感只在受到大家认同的那一刻...
感觉不到自己的存在, 也没有谁愿意理会我的感受...
说过的每一句话都会马上被遗忘...
请原谅我想说...原来和自己最要好的人, 也可以很自私...

对不起...语无伦次...因为种种原因...让我觉得很失望...

Exhausting day...=) 16Feb

2010-02-17T04:22:00.000+08:00

年初三...过得很充实?...嗯, 算吧...
Woke up around 9.35am or 9.40am.....i was suppose to meet my buddies at 10.30am...
so i rushed like hell, made it to meet them at 11am....hehe...sowee.....=P
We watch Valentine Day, since I've already watch Percy Jackson...
Personally, i like this movie, even though some might find it to be just a normal movie....it actually tells the audience what true love is all about....the idea is good, as it is realistic...and so surreal...people often end up forcing themselves to be with someone whom they don't really love...i mean, what is the point in being in that relationship?...relationship is all about loving you other half, and to accept all his/her flaws too...

Parents fetched me back around 6pm i think....reached home before 6.30pm, took a super quick bath and gets ready for a dinner with uni friends around 6.50pm.....chok came to fetch me....
Dinner was at Steph's house, i ate too much that my tummy like 'pops out'...haha....
luckily i wore a lose-cutting dress....hehe...
we finished around 10.30pm, Jenny then gave me a ride to Times Square...
went to Emperor club for kian kok senior three reunion...
numbers of people who showed up really so kasian...小猫几只...
Some of them left quite early, and the worst part is that even the organizer left so early....
not really in the mood to enjoy anything after majority left....T-T......
what a pity reunion...............
but somebody vomited 3 times....hehe...i don't wanna say who...=P
photos are all with tracy....so have to wait...=)

年初二...无聊...

2010-02-16T01:52:00.000+08:00

年初二, 本来以为今天可以到处走走...
没有想到....去了大伯家之后, 竟然就是回家睡觉而已......我的妈呀...T-T...
下午在家睡觉是很无聊的一件事情....无聊到了极点...天气有超级热的, 头都要爆炸了...很痛...

还好明天约好了去看电影....嘻嘻...顺便小逛一下....=D

咚咚锵~!!!!!

2010-02-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

新年快乐,万事如意~!!!
刚才和一位在澳洲的朋友通电话,讲了一大堆有的没的....很多废话...哈哈!
不过,很开心,至少有朋友记得我....=P
年30晚留在家里,很闲咧...本来想跟tracy他们去看戏,不过还是算了,因为一堆的男生....很无聊...
明天大年初一,要招待所有亲戚...会很累的...T-T
晚上打算和deardear去看戏,过情人节...=D
现在想早点睡觉,因为明天早上要很早起床帮家里....................
可是每个人都在放鞭炮,叫我怎么睡觉..............................................=(

很累...很想睡...

2010-02-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

为了看建国常年运动会, 结果就破例那么一次, 早上6.30之前起床.
你们一定在想, "哎呀,有什么了不起, 每天上班还不是那么早起床..."
但是对于一个已经习惯了睡到自然醒的懒虫, 真的不简单啊...
不到中午12点就开始觉得很睏, 还不是因为前一晚睡得很不舒服...
脚一直很痒, 又没有办法止痒, 双脚比煮熟的虾还要红...有点夸张,可是真的很XX的超级痒的..
刚才吃晚饭都有点不能专心了, 吃到什么, 吃了多少, 也不清楚....非常blur blur...T-T

好啦, 开始有点不像人样, 去睡觉咯....晚安! =)

Wake up 6.30am?....o god....

2010-02-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

Going to KKMS Annual Sports Day tomorrow morning...

so....gotta sleep early tonite... >,<

Good night........

I have a fully functioning AMYGDALA!! =D

2010-02-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

Patients with amygdala injury 'unafraid' to gamble

I read upon the above article in BBC News....and find it a rather funny fact....

Californian scientists think they may have discovered the part of the brain which makes people fear losing money. On the other hand, patients with injury in this part of the brain were less worried about financial losses than the normal volunteers they were compared with. So people with gamble addiction, please go and fix ur brain~!

Starbucks~! =D

2010-02-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

Yay~! just got home from starbucks with alison....
I personally enjoyed it a lot....
Decided to invest some pocket money on a nice cup of coffee for a 2 reasons....
1. the last time i been to starbucks was back in dec...
2.that is the best option since there's only two of us...me and alison....and know why?

eng eng went for shopping
tracy is sick
aifei says "i passed alison's house aldy"......T-T....hahahha....it wasnt funny at all that time, but come to think of it now, yeah~it is a bit hilarious....=D...well, at least next time i know not to use sms anymore, directly call her would b the fastest way to confirm her, and she wouldnt have passed alison's house anymore....haha...

Anyway, the good news is Philip is HERE!!!...in KK...!!!....we were actually planning to meet him tonite, once his flight arrived...but his mum WANTS him to be at home....so, we decided to wait until thursday....KKMS Sport's Day~! =D....i wanna see what sort of food will they be selling on that day....and the POM POM dance time~! hehehehehe.....

CNY is coming soon, and i'm kinda looking forward for it....i can feel that this CNY gotta be different from last year's one....gonna be a lot more fun, and gathering time~!....but of course, for a jobless and income-less young adult like me, ang pow is definitely the one thing that i'm expecting the most....=P...please dun feel that i'm too greedy for it....trust me, 10 years later, i would need to 'pay back' all the ang pow money i collected since the day i was born....XD...

While chilling out at starbucks, alison introduced me some of the dating games...and it is fun~! i'm gonna try it later....=D....

新年要到咯~~ =D

2010-02-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

要过年了，可是我还是没有买到喜欢的一件衣服。。。

今天有看到一件one piece。。。可是红色的，还是黑色的好呢？

要不要到回去买好咧。。。不过又还没试穿过，也不知道合不合身。。。

价钱倒是挺合理的。。。hmm~~~。。。

再想想，找找看吧。。。

ps：有些话，还是留给自己比较好。。。

好讨厌啊。。。

2010-01-28T18:57:00.001+08:00

咳嗽了超过两个礼拜，好像也没什么好转。。。很累啊。。。
每天都在咳，很辛苦。。。好像可以把五脏六腑都咳出来了。。。T-T
上个礼拜还咳到我腰和腹部都痛。。。
咳出来的痰也越来越多。。。还真的不明白身体里面什么时候有那么多痰。。。
农历新年就快到了。。。再不好起来，恐怕也没有这个心情要出去拜年了。。。

我要过年~！。。。。

我拒绝当病猫~~~！！！

Tiring sunday...T-T

2010-01-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

Attended my first lecture for both subjects in this semester...
Human Resource Management is just a mind-refreshing subject for me...
but Production and Operation Management does gave me a headache....phew~
It is a total new subject for me...and I almost know nothing about manufacturing and production...
hmm...well...learning a new thing isn't that bad at all... need to read more about this...
but I haven't get my student access for the online journal...pls, make it fast....
I need my student card and library card to borrow lots of books from the library...
I must hypnotize myself...I love reading, I love reading, I love reading...
I love project paper, I love project paper, I love project paper....
I can score well, I can score well, I can score well...haha...does it really work?...
Anyway, job hunting is still in progress...
Actually, there's still a question in my mind...whether I should work or not?...
of coz if I work, I can earn my own expenses...and spend my own money without feeling guilty...=P
My main concern is my dad would be very exhausted from sending and fetching my mum and I from work, then need to send and fetch me to Ums again...while at home, he gotta do house chores...
What should I do?...

Anyway, I've been coughing for more than a week now...It's really torturing to cough, especially if I'm in the air-conditioner room...
However, just wanna thanks my dear for the nutrition supplement and the nagging he did for me..haha...I know you nagged me for my own good...love ya~! =D

《家后》

2010-01-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

阿婆发完牢骚，临睡前上网找到了这首福建歌。。。

叫《家后》，江蕙演唱。。。

《家后》的意思是妻子。。。

觉得很好听。。。所以剖上来想让朋友听一听。。。

其实是看了一部台剧听到来的。。。

慢慢去领悟歌词的意思。。。感受一下。。。会很感动的

不明白什么意思的话，再来问我吧！;)

在发牢骚的阿婆

2010-01-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

更年期还没到就已经很会发牢骚。。。T-T。。。
我没有生气，谢谢关心。。。=)

只是很想不通。。。慢慢就变得很泄气。。。

久而久之就会像个老太婆一样，噼里啪啦什么鬼话都讲得出来。。。

有些事，一转身就是一辈子

2010-01-17T03:04:00.001+08:00

很多朋友看了这个影片都一样的感觉

伤心。。。遗憾。。。后悔。。。思念。。。无奈。。。

伤心失去了曾经的最爱。。。

遗憾一段感情没有结果。。。

后悔没有留住对方。。。

思念如今已不在身边的他。。。

无奈这一切已不在自己的掌握中。。。

人就是这样，失去了才知道自己有多么爱对方。。。

不到最后一分钟就是不肯原谅他。。。

拥有着的当下偏偏爱想着另一个人。。。

在一起时会想太多，分开后总说“还是他最好”。。。

要说在一起很容易。。。

要说再见真的有点难。。。

只怕一别就是一辈子。。。永远也不会有机会再见。。。

真不晓得为何人会这么的矛盾。。。
想爱又不敢爱，
真的爱上了又没得爱。。。
何苦呢？

时间过去了才说，“如果还有机会，我会更珍惜的”。。。
有用吗？
能挽回些什么呢？
感情有千千万万个如果，可惜不是每一样都能亲身体验到，来证明是对或错。。。

be F-U-S-S-Y !! =D

2010-01-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

I read upon a guy's blog, and found a post about relationship.
He said something like...BE FUSSY WHEN IT COMES TO CHOOSE A LIFE PARTNER...
and I do AGREE! =D
it is actually something that most of the people did not realize they did it...at the same time, being deniable in admitting this is the reality part of a relationship.
Some of us might say "ouch~dun be so picky~"..."be thankful if there's a guy who really cares about you"...
but the thing is......
if you need to say "I think..." about a guy that likes you....don't start trying this relationship, this is totally not a school test.
Take others' experience as your own one, but never risk your own youth and time on testing it.
Choosing an ideal partner is simply to find yourself the guy that you would be willing to spend a whole lifetime with.
Not just a good guy who would love you sincerely, or treat you well...
instead, choose the one that you feel most comfortable with...
He might not be that romantic guy who would bring you out for a candlelit dinner...
He might not be the creative guy who would give you surprises from time to time...
He might not be the lovely guy who would hold your hand so tight as if he's afraid he might lose you anytime...
but the most important thing is, you are sure and you know everything's gonna work out well in the future.

Good news~!

2010-01-05T15:18:00.002+08:00

I got accepted for MBA course in UMS~ =)
hehe...it is a two-year programme...hopefully I can cope with it....
I received the email from UMS on 31st Dec, 09....
well, all I can say is, glad that year 2009 brought me a very good ending...=)
at least, final decision has been made, and I did a right thing.

from Kievan~ =)

2009-12-29T14:53:00.001+08:00

I am 21~~going on 22~~~~T-T......22.......next, 23.......then, 24........

but...who cares anyway....as long as I enjoy my life everyday~! =D

Got a bday present from my nephew, Kievan...hehe..

(and obviously it is from my bro and sis-in-law...haha)

It is a notebook (99.9% sure, em...bcoz 不舍得 to unwrap such a nice gift...), a pen, and a mini bday card....=)

The bday card....-Aunt-.....indicating i'm not only one year older, but i've also got 'promoted' at home...XD...love my little cute nephew....(not so little, coz he weigh more than 10 kg already, me hard to carry liao...)

Dear Aunt, Happy Birthday to you!

Love from Kievan Chia, 2009.....

sweet~~~

Lastly, Happy New Year everyone~~~

Be Happy Always~~~ =D

Merry Christmas~! 25 Dec 09

2009-12-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone~! ;)

went out for buffet lunch with dear dear and his family at Grand Borneo hotel, 1b.

I received this cute little bear and a sweets....haha...

This little bear was given by dear's nephew, Jayden...haha...actualy is from his bro and sis in law....

'backside' of the bear....looks weird with that stick?...see the next photo...

tadaa~~! it is actually baloon style teddy bear?...=D....cute...i was holding it while shopping in 1b....

A sweets...strawberry flavour one....got it from the Santa rina (did I spell it right?) while having lunch in Grand Borneo hotel...

After our lunch, followed dear to the archery centre in 1b, 3rd floor with his cousins.

If you have around 4 persons, the charges is around rm16 for 37 arrows.

Simon and his cousins...

Guess which one is Simon's?....hehehe.....=P

Centre atrium of 1b....beautiful decoration....nicer than last year's one...

another close up...=)

The most beautiful Christmas tree I ever seen....I love it so much that I wanna own it.....very pinky, right?

The Christmas tree looks so pinky coz of all the pink teddy bears on it....

so cute...I really wanna own that tree......T-T.......wanna bring it home so much.....

but the Christmas tree is so tall...i thk at least got 2 stories tall?...there's no way it can fit in my house....hmph~

This year's Christmas is simple, and the happiest thing for me is that he accompanied me shopping very patiently for like 3 and a half hours.....wheeeee heehehee~~!!!!

Bday dinner with buddies~

2009-12-24T04:00:00.000+08:00

30th December is my 22nd birthday, at first I planned to celebrate it with my buddies on 26th...but unfortunately, due to some unavoidable problems, we had the early bday dinner on 23rd~...and guess wat? the best thing was we decided everything last moment...and it turned out to be a total pleasant night...=)

In the car, on the way to meet the gals. I asked dear to send me earlier to kk around 5.30pm, so that I can have time to go to the bank, and of coz, do some window shopping. I even walked to Suria KK for metrojaya...haha. Found some very nice accessories...I want them so much~~!! However, I think I need clothes more than anything else...correct?...thinking of hinting my mum for bday angpow....hehe...but dunno la...

Dinner: Little Italy...nice!! two thumbs up! =D

I wanted to look for a nice western restaurant, but none of them is my ideal choice, either it's too pricey, or the foods are so so only...still, Little Italy serves the best pasta in the city, agree? ;)

Fettucini Carbonara....whee hee~~!! my all time favourite....

The lasagna look alike..haha..forgot its name...stuffed with spinach, mushroom and ham....

LARGE pizza...we ended up takeaway three slices...should have ordered regular pizza, it would be just nice for the 4 of us...

lastly, sth sth...can't remember its name...it is actually eggplant, the only dish that I didn't eat...hehe...

I was hoping to order soup...too bad they didn't serve mushroom soup that nite...

Although tomorrow is working day, we still planned to go for 2nd round...

Carcasean is our first choice, but the but....it is temporarily closed....=(....

So~~~we settled down in Starbucks!!

Had some nice talk...read some magazines...talked about our dream house...woo hoo~me love it...

A simple celebration, nice dinner, relaxing night....me satisfied! =D

Convocation Photos =D

2009-12-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

After 1 month and 3 weeks since convocation ceremony, finally I've got my photos via post delivery.

Thank god the photos are nice...well, you don't really expect ugly photos after such a long period of waiting time...=)

here are the photos that I received...

stage photo 1

stage photo 2

stage photo 3 - I personally like this one =)

studio photo 1

studio photo 2 - daddy and mummy~! ^o^

Real? or Fake?

2009-12-21T02:19:00.001+08:00

As time passes by, and as things around me started to change bit by bit...It is at this moment I realize I need to change...
I'm in need to change my concept and views on everything...
There might be a huge transition of my life...and I'm expecting a great one...
Some up and down, and with a combination of happiness and recent disappointment, I've come to learn that some friendships do last forever, but they were not meant for every single moment...
Of course you will always remain to have this and that friends, but it is still incomparable with family bond...
When one is still single, you get to see your family members almost everyday, unless if you are not staying with them...
Once you've tied the knot with your loved one, he is the one who stays beside you at all time, no matter how...
I used to be so dedicated in having fun with friends, but then, I believe when a person reaches certain age limit, you would eventually miss the family bonding moment in the younger days...
BUT...still one thing I just don't get to understand...who are real friends? which are true friendships?...
Well, I guess sometimes it doesn't hurt at all to have both real and fake friends...true and fake friendships...it might be useful in the future...who knows...

My post sounds weird?
Don't worry, I'm not holding grudge against anybody...
Today is just a very tiring day for me...cooking...cleaning...uh~....@,@

Tracy's bday =)

2009-12-20T00:25:00.001+08:00

Tracy's bday is on 13th December...but for the sake of hanging out till late midnight...we decided to celebrate on 12th december bcoz it's SATURDAY~~~ whee hee~!!! XD

First stop: Korean restaurant at lintas...mouth-watering food...yummy yummy~!

Second stop: Vedablu...this cake is nice....but i forgot what its name...

Third stop: STAR GAZING !! twinkle twinkle little star...how i wonder what you are... =P

personally is my favourite part...because that place is so quite, especially when you really wanna have a nice long talk...(except when the guarding dogs were barking at alison's car...hehe)...but mosquitoes always screw the enjoyable moment...pui~!...hate mosquitoes...

Last stop: Upperstar at lintas...had some drinks...and headed home when we finally felt tired...=)

I wonder....how would it be for my bday.....Carcasean perhaps? ....hehe.... =D

MOnday nite~~7 dec

2009-12-08T02:05:00.002+08:00

Went to yoyo for yumchar with the gals and chee fui tonite...
guess what?
I met two students of KKHS (two boys from 5M...hehe) whom I've known during my teaching practicum~! XD
so happy~~ =D
coz I never really thought there would be a chance for me to see them again...i mean all of my previous students...felt so great to have someone call me "老师" once again tonite~ whee hee~~!!
Tonight certainly is my day~! hehe....
But too bad I didn't grab the chance to talk with them...next time I must...=)and I would...
It made me realize how much I miss the days in KKHS...
Those were the days where scolding and frowning became everyday routine...XD....
I really miss meeting all of them everyday....

A mixture of this and that.... ;)

2009-12-05T21:49:00.004+08:00

Uh~! What I am doing now...just completed my aunt's assignment yesterday night, don't ask me what the hell is that...that's one thing that i'm not willing to do. It is a total disrespect for the professional that such an experienced teacher doesn't really work out on her own assignment...I hate the fact that I actually helped her....I'm a teacher, if I were to do it for her, doesn't it reflect that I do agree my students to copy works of others?...Teachers out there, don't tell me you're treating your profession merely as a job...teaching is a noble thing to do...you need passion and enthusiasm...it doesn't matter where you're teaching and who are your students, what matter is how you think... Anyway....thing has passed, and now i shall declare myself to be free of assignment....(not my assignment either...=(....)

Due to some technical problem, I've uninstalled my ppstream weeks ago, and at the same time, hoping to cut down my addiction for dramas....However~~~~it is undeniable for how life can be so damn dull without any entertainment while at home....I wish I have a job, but I haven't got any....and my everyday life is almost like a pig...eat and sleep, eat and sleep, eat and sleep.... (f.y.i., I've just downloaded the latest version of ppstream setup file...XD...dramas again....)

A JOB...used to be the most uncommon noun in my life...but now an urgently sought subject....urgh~ =/.....why.....oh why....why i'm not a billionaire?....haiz...no one to blame on....blame only my destiny to start building career from scratch...with a piece of degree in education (teaching)......i'm now searching for jobs that are totally irrelevant with my professional skills....on the other hand, i'm also waiting for reply from UMS (Universiti Malaysia Sabah)....applied for their MBA course...I wanna go for the january intake...pray hard ;)...